like a child, unaware of the reason

i stare at the sun to clear my eyes off the image of you. i try to reach out to you but i cant. my hand casting
a shadow over my face, birds chirping, a comfortable breeze, it all feels like a dream.

i want to scream, running against daylight crying trying to catch a glimpse of tomorrow.

was this what i thought staring at the sun? a warm feeling of home, hope, destiny. i want you, i desperately
want you, i want coleilac.